So, who am I?

I guess it would help if said a bit about myself here.

This is me before my personal Big Bang.

I was born into a loving family where my parents put their children first, I explored the world from the safety of home supported by encouragement and love.

Now I am an ordinary man, a married man and a father. I am a photographer, self employed, just trying to do my best like most of us I guess. I like being married, my wife is wise, patient, loving and kind she has made our house a home, I am lucky to have her share my life. I really should tell her one day. I love being a dad, my daughter is perfect, beautiful, caring and intelligent, she under estimates herself and does not always realise how special she is, I love her and I am proud of her.

I am a bit of a sceptic and tend to scoff at what I do not understand, I don’t believe in what I cannot see or touch I have laughed at my wife’s belief in reincarnation for instance.

I have had ups and downs like most people, I do stupid things sometimes, I say stupid things a lot. I love photography but I am not very good at business. I hate the commercial side of work but put up with it. I do have the huge advantage of working from home and therefore spending a lot of time with my family which I love. I have kept fit most of my life with rugby, canoeing, martial arts and mountaineering, I do not even smoke.

I do have a deep fear of ageing and death.

How being me for only 48 years has led to my being in a speeding ambulance I’m not really sure.